This time and The last time My Dad been Hospitalized

Sigh .. again my dad being hospitalized due to allergic to medicine

this time i need to face all the worries on my own ..

Remember the last time, my dad been hospitalized due to bladder stone

i was equally worried as this time.

But she was there for me to accompany me , and comfort me ..

i was so worried that i got no mood since i got to know the news

but i am not there with my dad, so i cannot know the first hand news.

she was there accompany me at my home, despite her hunger she never complaint anything

due the reason that i need to wait for phone call at home, that i cannot go out dinner with her as i

promised her.

When everything have settled, i actually bring her along to visit my dad at the hospital.

then she get to meet some of my relatives..

i feel that it was a correct time for her to meet some of relatives as she only met my family

before.

BUT ...

This time is a completely different setting..

she no longer there for me ..

i wanted to tell her my problem so much, but i know she wouldn't care anymore ..

i force myself so bad to not disturb her, so that she won't feel annoyed ..

This feeling is very bad and painful .. sigh

How good that she still there for me to accompany me through all these problem ..

i really need her very much ...

I need you very much ..

Seriously ..

Love you ..