Every day Wishes ..

I started my day every single day making such wishes :

1) she will sms/call me and ask about my doings

2) she will sms/call me to tell me that she want me to fetch her home

3) she will sms/call telling me about her doings

4) she will sms/call asking whether i really love her

5) she will sms/call me asking whether i really wanted a chance

6) she will sms/call me to visit her

7) she will sms/call me to dine with her

8) she will sms/call me to watch movie with her

9) she will sms/call me to love her more than ever before

BUT, actually I wanted to sms/call her to tell her all these ...

Just that she will not reply me ..

how sad is that ..

Many of my friends advised me not to bear hope on her, so that i would't get ever more hurt

know what ? I started to hope again all this to happen at this very moment

Though i know it might not happen, though i know i will be disappointed in the end of the day

I just bear a little hope each day that it might ..

( This time i really fell in love with her very much, i might have fell in love before, but this time is more than ever )

Day by day she is getting further away

i just cannot keep up the pace

I don't want things to happen this way

But i don't have any other way

All I can do is just wait