DREAM , DReam , dream

Since the day she left, i have been dreaming of her every night

all the DREAM seems so real

but thats the reason it hurts me more

everyday i make myself very tired so that i could fall asleep

without thinking of her that much

BUT ... i cannot control what happen after i fall asleep

different dream just happen and happen again

once i done with the dream , i will be waken up

hard to fall asleep again

even if i do fall asleep, i am sure i will dream of her

I am very tired, i got worse by the day ... ...

I am pretty sure she don't feel the same way like i do

i might just don't appear in her mind at all

i don't deserve to be in her mind

How good it will be, if i could be in a dream forever ...

like one of the movie that

i watched with her

one of my favorite movie

The riddle that appear in the movie that i ask her once..

-- You're waiting for a train --

-- A train that will take you far away --

-- You know where you hope this train will take you --

-- But you can't know for sure, But it doesn't matter --

( because we'll be together )

.. the same answer that she given me before ..

I wonder will she dream of me again

or i will ever appear in her mind

after everything that we have been through ...

though she don't love me anymore