INtense Pain ..

Today didn't sleep well again ..

waken up few times .. and realized today is actually Friday ..

its gonna be the 3rd week, that i don't have her in my life ..

I use to like Friday, because its the day that WE would plan what to do on the weekend ..

BUT now, its no longer the same ..

with all the grief in my heart, I will always suffer on weekend.

Maybe she still plan for her weekend, Enjoy her life to the fullest ..

just that i don't have the guts to ..

I still wanted to spend my weekend with her, that we could go for a movie or a simple lunch

All this is not possible now ..

Last night, i suddenly recall of a Chinese song, title

" 比想像更想像你 " ( I miss you more than i could imagine )

I use to think this song suite the both us very much. BUT now ..

I wanted to say this to her very much :

BABY, I miss you very much !!!

Can you please come back to me ?

PLEASE ..

比爱你更爱你，

I LOVE YOU !!!!