4th weekend .. ..

Today is the 4th Sunday, since we break up.

which means I have miss 4 Sundays of her life.

I miss her so much, but there just isn't much that I can do.

All my friends ask me to give up on her

I know its not that I cannot give up, its just I don't want to, SO ??

I made my decision of continue to wait for her, scold me, hit me, curse me, do everything you might to get rid of me, I will still not give up.

How good if she is some soft hearted person, then she would forgive me and give me another chance.

Seriously, I really grateful to have her in life. Often, I see other pretty girls or other guys with girls together, I would look at the her at my side. I really grateful to have her at my side, something that I just couldn't explain with words.

But now She have left me, left me alone at the junction, to continue her journey alone.

I could just follow her, far far away, seeing her throwing all our memories away.

Tearing our photos apart into pieces.

Shattering my heart.

I know I shouldn't drop anymore tears.. .. .. .. :(

Though She is not my first love

But truly she hurt me the most

I have fall for her

&

Now i am falling down the cliff