Today is the last 15th in the lunar calendar for 2010, which means there is just another 15 days to go before Chinese New Year.
I have always thought this year's CNY will be a special one, because there will be someone special to celebrate with me and my family as well. But it seems that, its no longer the case anymore.
Before we break up, we actually planned things that we gonna to do during CNY.
She even mentioned that , how is she going to visit my family during CNY, because her family and her is actually going for holiday overseas so might not be able to visit my family early. I told her is actually fine as long as she is there.
Me too planned what to do and buy to visit her family, since its the very 1st time and should make it special. However it seems that is no longer necessary. . Haihz ..
Its actually my wish that as a boyfriend of her could visit her and her family during CNY ..
How good if its still possible .. sigh ..
People alway say that Chinese New Year, should there be union ..
and I actually hoping that She and I can be together again..
BUT, is just a hope that have very very very low possibility of happening..
However, i am still hoping ..
it's always the saddest part
and the most painful part
that you and i are being apart
but I still have YOU in my heart
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