Taking train is very Difficult

Every time take the " lrt " its killing me !!!

its not because of the crowd nor the services but all those memories

though we don't take the train often, but it just remind so much of the memory.

i still remember the first time i take the train with her during our internship. At the 'Dang Wangi' station, it still so clear in my mind, though we were just normal friend at the time , but THE last time i take the train with her, it end up with me in tears

( because she treat me like no body )

since the day she left me, i started to recall our past, all the details started to appear in my dream

( its very painful )

even go to college feel sad

in the beginning i thought that there isn't much memory of her and me there, however i started to recall that we actually graduated together there

taken photos together to be use as proof in the future that we graduated together
( we both agree that not much of couple get to do that together )

BUT now it seems useless already .. :(

Everyday started with sadness ..

Everything i look at just remind me of her, after all those were there because of her

even the name 小涂涂 is given by her

now i stand alone, with all the sadness, memories and perished dream, tears dropped .. .. ..