My REALITY alike a DREAM .. ..

After she left me. . .

I feel like i have been waken up from a dream

Waken up from a very long dream

everything seems very different from my life before

Everything happened between US just a dream ??

all the photo have been removed from my profile

as if nothing have happen

even don't posses a profile photo for myself

old FB notification from a person which is not in my friend list

e-mail from a Insurance company that sent regards to me

photos in my computer that i do not dare to view

movie tickets in the drawer from movie i watched alone ?

Single"Couple" T-Shirt that i wore alone ?

a 2 person bed that i sleep alone ?

2 pillow for me alone ?

cleaning the car to drive myself alone ?

a dedicated ring tone for a person that will never call ?

a Frog that don't have his Princess ?

after she left me . . .

She no longer in my friend list

she no longer appear in my Inbox

she no longer appear in my phone call history

she no longer appear in my life

she only appear in my mind

in my heart, in my soul, in my tears

Sometime i wonder she really appear in my life before?

or everything just a dream

once i wake up, she just don't exist .. .. ..

i am alone ..

all those memory in my mind, just a dream ?

Can i fall asleep again to continue this dream ?

so that in "DECEMBER", i could dream of "SUGAR"&"CARAMEL"

alone .. .. ..

I LOVE YOU
I AM SORRY