THe Few Gifts , From me for HER

Being a student who don't work and got no extra income other than my pocket money, there just isn't much money for me to spent on her. Due to that, spending on our outing have always been shared, each paying for their own.

( being a understandable GF , she have never complaint to me about

that before, ( or is her just keeping it in her heart ?) i can only guess now ... ... ...

However, i still get to buy her a few gifts ( probably is in the trash bin or SOMEWHERE far far away )

I remember there is a time where we went for our outings again, we passed by a shop which selling some soft toys. then she notice a doll which is from a Korean Drama , We called it ( Pig Rabbit ). i know she wanted it very much, but at that time i just ignored her , complaint she too old for that. BUt i keep it in my heart ... Until the day before our Graduation Convocation, i actually went to buy the doll with a friend without her knowing about it. On the next morning, i put in the passenger seat, and she came in to the car, she saw it and she is very happy with what i actually prepared for her. Despite the price is not very expensive, i knew she will love it.. ( But now its just a memory)

This is another gift i present to her .. is a Spongebob Squarepants Monopoly. . . its a another gift which i buy for her out of a sudden .. REMEMBER that time, we went to the shop ' Cash Converters' where they sell some old or used things. We actually went there just to walk about, BUT she noticed the board game. but at the time, she refused for me to buy for her, probably is just waste of money for her thinking at the time. So i didn't buy it for her that time.

After a week or two, i realized she always mention about the board game that she regret that she didn't get it that time. SO, i planned to go buy for her without her knowing again. it was very rush on that day, cause of some incident i just have 20minutes to go from my house to Sunway and get back to fetch her home from the LRT station. but in the end i managed to buy it and get back in time.

When we reach her home, i asked to wait me as i want to get something from the boot of the car. She was so surprised when i taken out the board game from the car, I still remember she was so surprised and keep asking me why did you buy it ? Why you buy it ? The simple reason is that because she like it very much so i decided to buy it for her. . .

( BUT this a gift that filled with regret !!! because i didn't get to play it with her even once, and now i don't think there is anymore chance and i WOnder is still there with her )

The last special from me to her will be a CHRISTMAS gift. Its actually just a Famous Amos cookies in a metal car container. A week before that, we went for outings again. She actually wanted to buy a gift for the working place as they having a present exchange occasion. At that time, she actually notice the metal car container and said it actually very cute, but the reaction i gave her is that " no use 1 la, nice to see only " , Some more sure expensive 1 " then after she get what she wants, we just left. On that week, i was thinking what to buy for her, then i got the idea of buying the medal car container for her.

SO on CHRISTMAS EVE, i drove to buy it for her, i actually stuck in the traffic for half an hours for a shop which is very close to my place. When i stepped in the shop, i look around wondering where is the container i want. BUT after walking about, i just couldn't find it. So i given up and taken another thing to the cashier. THIS IS WHEN THINGS GET DRAMATIC ... when i wanted to pay for the not so interesting gift , i actually heard some metal sound around the back of the store, then i look at the cashier, he is actually holding those metal car container to the store. As soon as he got back to settle my bill, i asked him is those container for sale, he said of course it is. i quickly answered that i want those car and i want to change the cookies contain to her favorite.

( That was the last night that i actually see her in my car smiling at me with the gift for her )

I REALLY MISS HER VERY MUCH !!!! Tears Dropped ... ... ...