Its more than 2 weeks by now, i very sure that she has forgotten me, or just let go everything from her mind. She must be enjoying her life now, living very happily.
Its just me that cannot let things go away. why am i so stupid ?!
( she will never know .. )
Its just me that cannot move on. Why am i so stupid ?!
( she will never care .. )
Its just me that still hope that she will come back. Why am i so stupid ?!
( she will not .. )
Its just me that hoping things go back to the past. Why am i so stupid ?!
( It will never happen .. )
Its just me that still blaming myself all the time. Why am i so stupid ?!
( she will never care .. )
Its just me that cry like mad everyday since breakup happened. Why am i so stupid ?!
( she will never notice .. )
Its just me that feeling all the pain of losing her. Why am i so stupid ?!
( she will not feel the same .. )
Its just me that never i appreciate her love before. Why am i so stupid ?!
( she don't love me anymore .. )
Its just me that fall in love so deep with her. Why am i so stupid ?!
( one thing i never regret .. )
i wanted to tell her all this, but she will never care and get annoyed.
I feel very bad too that i always bother my friends, they had all tried their best to help. Its just me cannot help myself, its just me that hurt too bad this time. i really cannot accept this to be over like this. The problem have been that my feeling towards her. If only i can don't love her that much, then i will not be so devastated over this.
What to do? I have always been so naive that i could continue this journey with her till the end, but it seems it ended pretty early. i Had always had faith in this relationship, willing to go all out this time, but just end up very bad due to my own problem (temper).
Maybe she use to have faith in our relationship too, but just that it got faded. Why i never learn to treat her better, why did i make her suffer all this while. If Only I given her my 100%, i will feel better than now. IF only she could tolerate me again, IF only she could give me another chance,
IF ONLY .. .. .. .. .. ..
sorry that i love you too much that i am too weak and too immature to face it
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