Destination with no Intention .. .. Use to be my 2nd home ..

after going out with friends, there is a sudden feeling

some how i just feel like driving to her place

I keep driving,

keep flashback things that happen before

my heart just got more and more painful

seeing all those familiar sight

not longer have the same feeling..

2.35a.m .. i drive and past by her house

driving at less than 50kmph

i get to see her bedroom window from far

where she use to wave at me

seeing the spot where i use to wait for her

seeing the spot where i prefer to park my car

pass by the guard house, seeing the familiar guard washing the floor

but i do not dare to enter the premise anymore

My Heart just feel the intense pain

all those memories appear in my mind

remember the first time that i actually drive there to look for her

i drove on the highway, saw a not moving truck, seeing people doing maintenance work

past by the shopping complex that WE use to spent time at

i keep holding those tears in my eyes

or else ... i might just break down in the middle of the freeway

intense pain

its just very painful

very very very painful

!!!

its painful but I still love HER very much .. .. ..