Confession ( II ) , Things i did to her that i regretted the MOST !!!

Today once i wake up, i started to cry until evening

i tried to study, but once i go through those content, her images started to appear in my mind

the more i recall the worse i feel

i realized that i am such a bad person that always angry over small matter

or

i mind too much of what she said ?! sigh

Remember there is once, where i went to fetch her back from K.L

supposedly to be a nice day, sweet day

BUT just because she said " she like to see guy drive a manual car "

then i started to angry of her

(because i am driving a auto car)

i started to speed and scold her non-stop

i even said that i wanted to break up with her

i even said she is wasting my time

in the end, i regretted because i don't mean it ( Of COURSE I DON'T MEAN IT)

HOWEVER, damage have been done, i hurt her feeling very badly

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There is once where we went for lunch before our outings

just because she said something that i don't favor

i angry of her , don't talk to her

and without asking her, just drive her home

then she was so mad with me, throw things around

But in the end, we still go for our outings just that she is not happy

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The more i recall, the more i realized how much i have mistreat her

WHY I HURT HER THAT MUCH !!!!!

i should have appreciated her more

how much she have tolerated with me

just that i being so stupid that i never bother at those time

until i LOSSES her

i love her but i never care of her feeling but mine...

IF i really given a chance to go back, i will surely alter everything

change the way i treat her at least....

at least i will not feel this awful like now

I Love YOU very much !!!!!

I am sorry ... ... ... ...