Its gonna be ONE month !

After today, She and I will have been separated for 1 month.

1 month that don't have her in my life.

Which means i have been crying everyday for the past 1 month

I can't believe it too, that someone could actually affect me that much.

BIG SIGH ~ again and again .

Its really crazy right ?? That a person could actually mean so much to me ?

A guy that always seems not serious in his do about, his life, and non-serious character.

would actually be so different and negative due to a person ?!

NO doubt, I am. I am a very different person nowadays, I would still crack stupid jokes with my friends to make everyone seems its fine.

I think i am a much more care-free person nowadays, that not much of matter could affect me mood( Its that a good good thing ? or a bad bad thing ? )

I still feel very hurt for losing her..

still feel very hurt for things that she did to me after we broke up.

Maybe that is how she feel during those time being with me, i keep telling myself the same thing over and over again.

It's one month now, She have forget me completely for sure.

But, I have not .. maybe due to my memory, i could re-trace most of the things happen between me and her, and places that we have been to..

Again, its that a good thing ? or bad thing ??

Today, i actually started to go all these places again, and it seems that i actually remember most of the places.

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Memories that cannot be taken away

will be in my mind as always

like i would Love you as always too !