INternship finally started ~ Valentines ~ terrible eyesight

Finally my internship started on last monday

I am back working in a hotel, but this time in management

Currently in Finance Department, doing sorting bill and entering data into the comp

Finally i know what happen to all those bill and receipt from the Front Desk

All of it will end up in at the Finance dept.

Have been working for 2 days, the work is roughly the same still..

Though i try to concentrate in my work, however there are still some space in my brain to think of her.

After all, hotel is where the setting for the beginning of our relationship

definitely i will still think of her !

Especially today, where i am help my superior to sort out a bill where the guest have purchase movie to watch in the room..

when i go through the list, most of the movies i have watched before, and most importantly i watched those with her.

We always watch movie, maybe that is what i like to do ...

But now ,she will not watch movie with me anymore.

since the beginning of the year until now, i have only watched 1 movie

i don't even watch CNY at all, no matter how my friends persuade me ..

I think that annoyed most of them .. Sorry, my FRiends ...

I don't know when will i have the mood and guts to watch another movie.

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it have been a single valentines for me, but fortunately there are friends with me

it have already past, i will not be able to celebrate 2011's valentine with her anymore

sorry will not turn back time as a friend say to me, and i understand it truly

sorry to her, myself and my friends and everyone, because i still love her very much

i have not stop loving her yet .. sigh

I love You , I am Sorry ~

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will crying really cause a person's eyesight get worst ?

because my eyesight is really terrible nowadays

sigh ... i really need to get a pair of glasses as soon as possible

or else it is difficult to even drive ~

maybe with poorer eyesight, i will not be able to see you from even close distance

haihz .. my mood have not been better, though i didn't update my blog lately is all due to lack of time but not that i got better already .. i just can't find a way to make myself feel better ..

such a loser !!!!

working have not been helping,

though working is very tiring,

tiring but my brain is turning,

turning and thinking of her without a moment of stopping.